I feel so bad - Mum has Alzheimers, my dad died 5 years ago, I live in Spain with my family and my brothers in London 200 miles away from where she lives. She never wanted to live with any of us and only feels okay in the familiarity of her own home with her dog.
I won't list all the incidents that have happened but I have been reading these bulletin boards and so much of the behaviour is so typical of my Mum.
We tried her with live-in carers but she threw carer no 3 out and the agency wouldn't have her on her books again. Now we have a wonderful lady who goes in for 2 hours a day Monday to Friday and a service which gives or prepares her lunch daily which she invariably doesn't eat, but they keep an eye on her.
I visit from Spain every 5 to 6 weeks for a few days and talk to her on the phone daily and monitor the care as much as I can from here. It is very hard.
She says if it were not for her dog she would kill herself (which is one of the reasons we could never consider a care home for her as most don't take dogs) and she would never ever go unless we forced her which I could not live with myself if I did that. We will have to reconsider live-in carers again somehow in the near future. She spends most of her time alone, on her bed with the dog, crying.
The thing is since she had a fire in the kitchen from frying an egg, which she denies, a few months ago and the fact that the fire services have been alerted (because of smoke sensors linked to the fire service) 4 times in last month because of burnt toast or hobs left on they have told us that Mum is a danger to herself so have told us we have to remove the hobs and main oven. We have just done it this week and instead she has been given a microwave, grill and oven.
She is terribly upset that she does not have a working kitchen and it makes me want to cry when I hear her sobbing on the end of the phone. She does not know she is ill, does not understand the reasons and it is just so hard to explain and, on top of it, I am not even near her. I really cannot afford to visit her more than I do as it entails flights and hotels and it all really mounts up.
I spoke to the Fire Services and they insisted we had done the right thing by taking away the hobs and that we have to be "cruel to be kind" - in a way I wish she did not have this smoke sensor because she smokes like a chimney anyway and that is very dangerous as she can be careless with her cigarettes. Maybe on the other hand it is better to have the sensor as it would pick up a fire.
I just feel so bad, so sad and guilty about this hob thing though.
Sorry to ramble on - first time on here - just so miserable about this and I know it is going to get even worse. It is also affecting my relationship with my own family as I am down so much over my Mum.
I won't list all the incidents that have happened but I have been reading these bulletin boards and so much of the behaviour is so typical of my Mum.
We tried her with live-in carers but she threw carer no 3 out and the agency wouldn't have her on her books again. Now we have a wonderful lady who goes in for 2 hours a day Monday to Friday and a service which gives or prepares her lunch daily which she invariably doesn't eat, but they keep an eye on her.
I visit from Spain every 5 to 6 weeks for a few days and talk to her on the phone daily and monitor the care as much as I can from here. It is very hard.
She says if it were not for her dog she would kill herself (which is one of the reasons we could never consider a care home for her as most don't take dogs) and she would never ever go unless we forced her which I could not live with myself if I did that. We will have to reconsider live-in carers again somehow in the near future. She spends most of her time alone, on her bed with the dog, crying.
The thing is since she had a fire in the kitchen from frying an egg, which she denies, a few months ago and the fact that the fire services have been alerted (because of smoke sensors linked to the fire service) 4 times in last month because of burnt toast or hobs left on they have told us that Mum is a danger to herself so have told us we have to remove the hobs and main oven. We have just done it this week and instead she has been given a microwave, grill and oven.
She is terribly upset that she does not have a working kitchen and it makes me want to cry when I hear her sobbing on the end of the phone. She does not know she is ill, does not understand the reasons and it is just so hard to explain and, on top of it, I am not even near her. I really cannot afford to visit her more than I do as it entails flights and hotels and it all really mounts up.
I spoke to the Fire Services and they insisted we had done the right thing by taking away the hobs and that we have to be "cruel to be kind" - in a way I wish she did not have this smoke sensor because she smokes like a chimney anyway and that is very dangerous as she can be careless with her cigarettes. Maybe on the other hand it is better to have the sensor as it would pick up a fire.
I just feel so bad, so sad and guilty about this hob thing though.
Sorry to ramble on - first time on here - just so miserable about this and I know it is going to get even worse. It is also affecting my relationship with my own family as I am down so much over my Mum.