Dad is 81 and has Alzheimer’s. I live 500+ miles away and he has absolutely no family what so ever in Scotland popping in to help or keep an eye on him. He has no friends or neighbours popping in either. All ha has is 4 caters which are free in Scotland visit for half an hour each visit. Assessment was on the way back in March due to hospital contacting social services. I have all financial info asked for. But dad said he didn’t want to go into a home at that time so social services closed the case. Even though dads doctor has contacted them. Then the hospital. Now dad is desperate to go into a hime as he realises he can’t cope. In fact he’s in despair when on his own and also becoming increasingly frustrated that still after many weeks, no assessment has been done. He’s obsessed about going into a hime and constantly pressurising me asking when it’s going to happen. He will be self funding initially as has decent pensions and a house to sell plus a hood chunk of money in the bank. In Scotland you have to be assessed by social services first apparently. Not like kent, where you can go into a home and self fund and have the assessment and application for funding done whilst in the home. So he’s being expected to wait indefinitely at hime until the assessment happens, with no idea of timescale given to us and continue to deteriorate meantime.
He has incontinence and he struggles with this practically as well as mentally. Now he’s becoming nasty with me leaving numerous voice messages on my phone expecting me to sort everything out, which I’m already doing and it feels like a full time job, on top of an actual full time job and being single parent to 3 teens etc.
I never stop doing stuff for dad, including arranging house repairs/maintenance. Buying stuff for him to help him. Organising appointments/assessments/ looking up care homes. Doing all his finances, his food shopping. Managing his digital screen where I send messages etc to keep him informed. I’m exhausted. He calls anything up to 22 times a day at all hours. Luckily my phone is on silent. I feel like I am now going crazy. I’m getting so angry with him. I don’t like him. He’s always been opinionated. Thinking he’s right. He’s always been moody and angry. He’s always controlled how he speaks to a person to give the impression he wants to get across. He’s arrogant. Etc. and that’s before having Alzheimer’s.
I left him a message making it clear how he’d made me feel with one of his nasty voice messages and incessant calls while I was at work and I worded it carefully but factually as I’m starting to feel abused. He just got more angry at this and left a message telling me to ‘learn to control what I say to him’ etc. so I’ve not called him in 3 days now and he still continues to leave horrid messages. Probably getting worse because I’m not responding. I am not responsible for his happiness. I am not responsible for his lack of friendships or neighbourly visits. He has 4 cater visits organised by me yet he still calls me about every tiny little thing. If he gets a parcel from me he describes the parcel. The colour of the box. The approximate height, width and depth of the box. Every letter of every label in the box is spelled out in great detail including full stops. He tells me how heavy or light it is and can I let him know what’s in it. Instead of just opening it to find out, he leaves a 5 minute voice message with all this detail.
Social services are still doing nothing. They’ve had a lady off sick. Who has just signed off sick again. They’d told me she was on holiday which I felt couldn’t be true as several weeks have gone by now.
I dint want dad at home alone any longer. He has nothing to occupy his mind and no company. He’s desperately lonely and I can tell that he feels he is “on his way out”. He tells me he can’t do this anymore.
I just don’t know how I can get him into a care home without having to wait for social services to do their assessment first.
He has incontinence and he struggles with this practically as well as mentally. Now he’s becoming nasty with me leaving numerous voice messages on my phone expecting me to sort everything out, which I’m already doing and it feels like a full time job, on top of an actual full time job and being single parent to 3 teens etc.
I never stop doing stuff for dad, including arranging house repairs/maintenance. Buying stuff for him to help him. Organising appointments/assessments/ looking up care homes. Doing all his finances, his food shopping. Managing his digital screen where I send messages etc to keep him informed. I’m exhausted. He calls anything up to 22 times a day at all hours. Luckily my phone is on silent. I feel like I am now going crazy. I’m getting so angry with him. I don’t like him. He’s always been opinionated. Thinking he’s right. He’s always been moody and angry. He’s always controlled how he speaks to a person to give the impression he wants to get across. He’s arrogant. Etc. and that’s before having Alzheimer’s.
I left him a message making it clear how he’d made me feel with one of his nasty voice messages and incessant calls while I was at work and I worded it carefully but factually as I’m starting to feel abused. He just got more angry at this and left a message telling me to ‘learn to control what I say to him’ etc. so I’ve not called him in 3 days now and he still continues to leave horrid messages. Probably getting worse because I’m not responding. I am not responsible for his happiness. I am not responsible for his lack of friendships or neighbourly visits. He has 4 cater visits organised by me yet he still calls me about every tiny little thing. If he gets a parcel from me he describes the parcel. The colour of the box. The approximate height, width and depth of the box. Every letter of every label in the box is spelled out in great detail including full stops. He tells me how heavy or light it is and can I let him know what’s in it. Instead of just opening it to find out, he leaves a 5 minute voice message with all this detail.
Social services are still doing nothing. They’ve had a lady off sick. Who has just signed off sick again. They’d told me she was on holiday which I felt couldn’t be true as several weeks have gone by now.
I dint want dad at home alone any longer. He has nothing to occupy his mind and no company. He’s desperately lonely and I can tell that he feels he is “on his way out”. He tells me he can’t do this anymore.
I just don’t know how I can get him into a care home without having to wait for social services to do their assessment first.