Hello
@cherry blossom and welcome to this friendly and supportive forum. There is a wealth of shared experience of dementia to be found here so I am glad you have found us.
Do have a good look around the forums and ask any particular questions you may like to. You will always find understanding from people who really want to help. Being a carer is tough, there's no getting round that. But you will not be alone here - always a listening ear.
You may want to start a new thread in the following section of the forum, when you are ready, telling us a bit more about your particular situation:
This forum is for people who are involved in the care of a person with dementia.
forum.alzheimers.org.uk