My partner has mixed dementia and is in a Care Home. He has been there just a year and some days you wouldn't think there was a thing wrong with him! I desperately needed something to look forward to, so took the plunge and booked a holiday abroad, just for a week. This will be my first ever holiday alone and I’m in my 70’s. The guilt I feel about going is really getting to me and just wish we could go somewhere together but in this country. My family think that is a bad idea but I just want him to have something we can talk about and he can look forward to. What do you think I should do?