Thank you for your response, certainly some days I think, Oh no I cant carry on, then I think but mum had years of looking after me and the whole family, so there is a sense of feeling responsible. I do know my mum would never ever want to be a burden, however as we all know it has its challenges. I think for me, I made the decision to have mum move in with us out of family kindness and it just seemed the natural thing to do. I didnt think it through or research that It might mean I had to give up my career. Stupid I know. Mum has a large family and we are fortunate that we have her sister who gives me and my husband restbite the big decisions come down to me and its a bit overwhelming sometimes. I stress we are fortunate that we haven't had any aggression, or outburst other than sadness. I think I would like to understand how long mums money will last her in a care home, as I have found somewhere that I know will be suitable in the future (hopefully it stays suitable), but I have read so many threads of when the money runs out PWD being moved somewhere cheaper and less suitable. ALso i would like to plan for my future life, even if its 3 years down the line that we make the decision that we want mum to have 24/7 full time care? Hope that dosent sound selfish?