I do realise there are many others in a similar and much, much worse position than me but I just needed a moan.
I used to live on a boat and work abroad. I sold up and moved in with Mom 11 years ago as she needed help whilst having a knee replacement. The op went badly and so did the revision. That's about the time her memory started to fade although she refused to go to the docs to get a diagnosis. (She is now suspected of having VasD). I reduced my work hours as she was needing more and more help with daily life.
3 years ago she broke her hip and if I had not been here to look after her she would not have been allowed home from hospital and would have been placed in a NH. 3 years of fairly full on care with no help from the state asked for or offered. I made sure Mom was safe & happy, took her medication (she would forget), did all the cooking, cleaning, maintenance, shopping, made sure all the bills were paid. I took her to all her medical appointments and outings. Fortunately she could still go to the toilet herself although there were often accidents as she wasn't always quick enough.
After another recent fall at home and a burst Ulcer whilst in hospital Mom is currently in a NH for a reablement programme. However in 2 weeks no one has yet been to offer any physio, so it looks like the state have given up on her and her stay will need to be permanent.
Mom has around £20,000 in savings and the house is worth around £180,000. Finance assessment completed and I applied for a discretionary discharge on the property as I am only 54 and currently not "incapacitated".
Yesterday I got the decision that it has been rejected on the grounds that "I have not given up my own home" & there is "no evidence suggesting that the care you have personally provided has actually prolonged your mother's stay in the community therefore delaying her admission to permanent residential care resulting in savings being made to the public purse".
Hopefully Mom will live for many more years to come and I will stay to make sure she is well looked after. It's Sunday lunch at the home today so I will pop along to help feed her and explain yet again why she is not allowed home and why no one has come to help her walk again as promised.
However after the house is sold I will be homeless and might, by then, be in need of a NH myself after squandering all my meagre savings to get it down to below £14,000. So if any of you have kids or grand kids that work in NH's or are thinking of it as a career then please say to them that if they ever come across a miserable, cantankerous embittered old B####~d then it might be me and I apologise now but do try to remember that I did have a heart once.
Hindsight, if only!
I used to live on a boat and work abroad. I sold up and moved in with Mom 11 years ago as she needed help whilst having a knee replacement. The op went badly and so did the revision. That's about the time her memory started to fade although she refused to go to the docs to get a diagnosis. (She is now suspected of having VasD). I reduced my work hours as she was needing more and more help with daily life.
3 years ago she broke her hip and if I had not been here to look after her she would not have been allowed home from hospital and would have been placed in a NH. 3 years of fairly full on care with no help from the state asked for or offered. I made sure Mom was safe & happy, took her medication (she would forget), did all the cooking, cleaning, maintenance, shopping, made sure all the bills were paid. I took her to all her medical appointments and outings. Fortunately she could still go to the toilet herself although there were often accidents as she wasn't always quick enough.
After another recent fall at home and a burst Ulcer whilst in hospital Mom is currently in a NH for a reablement programme. However in 2 weeks no one has yet been to offer any physio, so it looks like the state have given up on her and her stay will need to be permanent.
Mom has around £20,000 in savings and the house is worth around £180,000. Finance assessment completed and I applied for a discretionary discharge on the property as I am only 54 and currently not "incapacitated".
Yesterday I got the decision that it has been rejected on the grounds that "I have not given up my own home" & there is "no evidence suggesting that the care you have personally provided has actually prolonged your mother's stay in the community therefore delaying her admission to permanent residential care resulting in savings being made to the public purse".
Hopefully Mom will live for many more years to come and I will stay to make sure she is well looked after. It's Sunday lunch at the home today so I will pop along to help feed her and explain yet again why she is not allowed home and why no one has come to help her walk again as promised.
However after the house is sold I will be homeless and might, by then, be in need of a NH myself after squandering all my meagre savings to get it down to below £14,000. So if any of you have kids or grand kids that work in NH's or are thinking of it as a career then please say to them that if they ever come across a miserable, cantankerous embittered old B####~d then it might be me and I apologise now but do try to remember that I did have a heart once.
Hindsight, if only!