Sumi has just been telling me that last night was another very bad night as apparently I had only just dropped off to sleep when she said that my body, arms and legs where thrashing about on the bed and then I started shouting out loud although Sumi could not make out what I was saying, she woke me up and made me sit on the edge of the bed to drink some water and asked me what had I been dreaming about, but I had no recollection of the actual nightmare apart from being able to say that it was horrific and awfully graphic, she settled be back down and I must have drifted back off to sleep but it couldn't have been for more than a few minutes when she was having to wake me up again having yet another nightmare which now seem to be getting worse and occurring every night and I can tell that my sleep disturbance is making Sumi very tired from lack of her own good night’s sleep yet she never complains.
Theses nightmares or what I call the demons of the night utterly drain me out and quiet often I wake up feeling totally exhausted yet I can never remember “why or what” I was hallucinating about it’s as though such moments in time never existed yet my daily exhaustion tells a different tale and if it wasn’t but for Sumi I would not have even remembered any of the nightly events.
I know that there’s not much we can do about the nightmares although there are some medications to help lessen the problem although like most Dementia medications they done work for everyone which I can attest to so I just have to accept that they can be part and parcel of my Alzheimer’s and Dementia, yet I still think that I am better off than many others with this terrible illness so I just put my Alzheimer’s and Dementia down to being a mere dropped thread in the tapestry of my life...
“Please note” that the timing of this my post “My Demons of the night” and Norrms post is purely coincidental, yet it just goes to show how the nightmares and hallucinations can affect those of us with this terrible
Theses nightmares or what I call the demons of the night utterly drain me out and quiet often I wake up feeling totally exhausted yet I can never remember “why or what” I was hallucinating about it’s as though such moments in time never existed yet my daily exhaustion tells a different tale and if it wasn’t but for Sumi I would not have even remembered any of the nightly events.
I know that there’s not much we can do about the nightmares although there are some medications to help lessen the problem although like most Dementia medications they done work for everyone which I can attest to so I just have to accept that they can be part and parcel of my Alzheimer’s and Dementia, yet I still think that I am better off than many others with this terrible illness so I just put my Alzheimer’s and Dementia down to being a mere dropped thread in the tapestry of my life...
“Please note” that the timing of this my post “My Demons of the night” and Norrms post is purely coincidental, yet it just goes to show how the nightmares and hallucinations can affect those of us with this terrible