Hi I'm a new member desperate for help support and sane conversation. My husband and I have been looking after my mother in law who was diagnosed with vascular dementia in 2008 and mild alzheimers in January 2014. He is one of four siblings, but the others don't help or support in any way at all. They don't even visit or call her.
She was asessed by social services and referred to the local mental health team who diagnosed her with moderate to severe depression, for which they prescribed a second anti depressant. A care package and meals on wheels and day centre was introduced in february. She has responded well to it much to everyones surprise.
She can be a lovely lady, happy and chatty. At the drop of a hat she can turn so nasty spiteful and vicious she might as well cut us with a knife. We have been accused of stealing all her money and leaving her with nothing; of taking items from the house; of neglecting her and leaving her to starve. She says things to our face and over the phone. It gets so bad we don't answer the phone and she leaves messages on the ansaphone which have made me cry they have been so nasty. When you tell her these are not acceptable, she denies all knowledge of them and calls us liars. There are times when she calls and never speaks you just get heavy breathing down the phone.
She is currently very secretive, hiding letters bills and her purse. She forgot where she had put her purse a few weeks ago. My husband and I turned the place upside down and could not find it. She blamed the carers for stealing it, then she said the gas man took it when he changed the radiators and valves - this hasn't been done. Then it was us who had taken it. We ended up phoning the bank and stopping the card and having a new one. The day it arrived we discovered her purse pushed in the back of her sock draw - somewhere we had already checked and found nothing.
She gets so bad we have stopped taking our 5 year old daughter to see her so often. She has noticed this and gives us even more abuse, if we try to say why we are liars and she shouts and screams at us. We try not to listen to ansaphone messages if our daughter is around as she gets upset and doesn't understand why nan is being so nasty.
We do everything for her and yet we are the bad guys - the other 3 siblings do nothing and they are angels. My husband and I are at the end of our tether. We are struggling to cope with her moods swings and spitful behaviour. We keep telling each other it is the disease, but it no longer helps. We are both hurting and wondering why on earth we keep supporting her. Please tell me just how you are supposed to stay sane yourself in this situation. If we don't go there she rings and gets abusive. We just can't win. It is getting us down BIG time and affecting our family life. With jobs and two kids and her its just too much for us both, even with the care package in place. We have tried to explain this to the family but it didn't get us anywhere, they just don't care and are not interested. That hurts as well.
How do keep going and remain calm? How do you keep yourself sane? How do you cope with your feelings of hurt, anger rejection and guilt?
I'm sorry this is so long, I really needed to get if off my chest. I'm going to go and have a good cry now
She was asessed by social services and referred to the local mental health team who diagnosed her with moderate to severe depression, for which they prescribed a second anti depressant. A care package and meals on wheels and day centre was introduced in february. She has responded well to it much to everyones surprise.
She can be a lovely lady, happy and chatty. At the drop of a hat she can turn so nasty spiteful and vicious she might as well cut us with a knife. We have been accused of stealing all her money and leaving her with nothing; of taking items from the house; of neglecting her and leaving her to starve. She says things to our face and over the phone. It gets so bad we don't answer the phone and she leaves messages on the ansaphone which have made me cry they have been so nasty. When you tell her these are not acceptable, she denies all knowledge of them and calls us liars. There are times when she calls and never speaks you just get heavy breathing down the phone.
She is currently very secretive, hiding letters bills and her purse. She forgot where she had put her purse a few weeks ago. My husband and I turned the place upside down and could not find it. She blamed the carers for stealing it, then she said the gas man took it when he changed the radiators and valves - this hasn't been done. Then it was us who had taken it. We ended up phoning the bank and stopping the card and having a new one. The day it arrived we discovered her purse pushed in the back of her sock draw - somewhere we had already checked and found nothing.
She gets so bad we have stopped taking our 5 year old daughter to see her so often. She has noticed this and gives us even more abuse, if we try to say why we are liars and she shouts and screams at us. We try not to listen to ansaphone messages if our daughter is around as she gets upset and doesn't understand why nan is being so nasty.
We do everything for her and yet we are the bad guys - the other 3 siblings do nothing and they are angels. My husband and I are at the end of our tether. We are struggling to cope with her moods swings and spitful behaviour. We keep telling each other it is the disease, but it no longer helps. We are both hurting and wondering why on earth we keep supporting her. Please tell me just how you are supposed to stay sane yourself in this situation. If we don't go there she rings and gets abusive. We just can't win. It is getting us down BIG time and affecting our family life. With jobs and two kids and her its just too much for us both, even with the care package in place. We have tried to explain this to the family but it didn't get us anywhere, they just don't care and are not interested. That hurts as well.
How do keep going and remain calm? How do you keep yourself sane? How do you cope with your feelings of hurt, anger rejection and guilt?
I'm sorry this is so long, I really needed to get if off my chest. I'm going to go and have a good cry now