I hate AD............ when bathing mum this morning she had a small accident in bath. I played it down and dealt with it as you do but it was yet another blow. Mum would have been highly embarrassed but Post AD mum didn't turn a hair and that's what hurt most - yet more evidence of my mum slipping away and being engulfed by this terrible disease.
On the way to daycare we had usual constant nonsensical chatter and I am sitting there thinking how long/bad is this going to get? Then I am consumed with guilt because mum is the victim here:/.
The truth is I don't want mum to have a long undignified journey. I hate seeing my mum slowly fall apart.
Better make myself a strong cup of tea, dry my eyes and get on with my jobs before it all starts again when she comes home. So pleased I am able to come here and vent.
On the way to daycare we had usual constant nonsensical chatter and I am sitting there thinking how long/bad is this going to get? Then I am consumed with guilt because mum is the victim here:/.
The truth is I don't want mum to have a long undignified journey. I hate seeing my mum slowly fall apart.
Better make myself a strong cup of tea, dry my eyes and get on with my jobs before it all starts again when she comes home. So pleased I am able to come here and vent.