How heartbreaking this illness is. We are just starting on this road, my sister has been in hospital since the beginning of February and it looks like she will go from there to a nursing home.
When we expressed our worries to the staff and also our feelings of guilt we were reassured by what they said. It is not an easy road but dementia is not easy. Is it better to struggle to look after a loved one at home, possibly at the expense of your own health, getting frustrated at all the things that will inevitably cause grief or would a better option be a care home where all my sisters care is done by professionals so that the time I, her husband and her family spend with her is quality time. When we thought about it we realised it is much better to be able to enjoy the visits, sit in the garden, go for a walk, whatever is right for you. All the time together can be positive time, no fighting to get teeth cleaned, wash, all the things that can cause problems just visits that can be as good as your loved ones health allows.
You appear to have found a good care home, it is hard, it is lonely, but you have done the best you can for your husband.
When we expressed our worries to the staff and also our feelings of guilt we were reassured by what they said. It is not an easy road but dementia is not easy. Is it better to struggle to look after a loved one at home, possibly at the expense of your own health, getting frustrated at all the things that will inevitably cause grief or would a better option be a care home where all my sisters care is done by professionals so that the time I, her husband and her family spend with her is quality time. When we thought about it we realised it is much better to be able to enjoy the visits, sit in the garden, go for a walk, whatever is right for you. All the time together can be positive time, no fighting to get teeth cleaned, wash, all the things that can cause problems just visits that can be as good as your loved ones health allows.
You appear to have found a good care home, it is hard, it is lonely, but you have done the best you can for your husband.