Hello Nick
I hesitate to make my comments but I feel strongly that they are not unwise
I cannot imagine the trauma of your life over the past few weeks and I am sure that not many of us on TP have suffered in the way that you and your family have
My thoughts are with you and all your family, but mainly with your mother
She above all needs comfort , I can understand your anger at the circumstances leading up to the death of your father, but do give special consideration to your mother’s feeling
I am not trying to be harsh, I have over the years lost my parents, brothers, and sisters and more recently my wife
The most traumatic experience has been the loss of my wife, I was not subjected to the horror that your mother has been through and my three sons were very supportive
I am finding it difficult to put my thoughts into words ,but for the sake of your mother try to suppress for a little while your anger and help as far as possible to ensure that his funeral is not full of bitterness , but a memory of a loved husband and father I know this must be difficult but your mother
deserves love, peace and understanding on this day of all days
Many members will give you good advice ,on the various methods and organisations that will help you in your efforts to not only get justice for your father but also to emphasise the need for better security to avoid it happening to others
There must be an inquest and formal enquiry into the circumstances of his death and it is when this is known that the full impact of any campaign that you envisage will be most constructive Remember newspaper headlines are
one day wonders
Finally it maybe considered a cruel thing to say at this time, but I say it in all sincerity your fathers health was in serious decline and he and your family could face many years of losing him His sudden death , terribly tragic has bought to an end the life
So that you may understand a little of what I am trying to say, My wife suffered for many years with Alzheimer’s and was getting worse , She died of a sudden heart attack I was devastated then and still am but two years on I feel grateful that she did not suffer more anguish and indignity that goes with this dreadful illness
Please do your best so that your mother can on the day of the funeral , in spite of all the anger you and your brother are feeling, supporting her in her loss of a dear husband and father is the most important
Try to leave the anger until after your dad is rested in peace and love
jimbo