Today, my OH has made the arrangements for the scattering of his father's ashes. We will take him home, to the town where he was born. It seems the appropriate thing to do, and we will scatter the ashes in the same part of the memorial garden where his wife's ashes were also scattered. We have been given permission to do this, although his cremation took place in a different part of the country.
After his requests to be taken home, it is the last thing we can do for him now. Who knows if that is what he meant all along. I think he would approve, although he would say he didn't want any fuss or to put anyone to any bother.
I think we have surprised ourselves how quickly we have put the dementia years behind us, and now think of him as he was before the illness. Still sad of course, but can I say relieved that those years are over. We have talked about how we all sometimes forget and think we should visit him soon. When I shop I always think of buying him bananas! We all agree that we no longer have to worry about him. He is free. I think, for us, the man that he once was, passed away along time ago.
After his requests to be taken home, it is the last thing we can do for him now. Who knows if that is what he meant all along. I think he would approve, although he would say he didn't want any fuss or to put anyone to any bother.
I think we have surprised ourselves how quickly we have put the dementia years behind us, and now think of him as he was before the illness. Still sad of course, but can I say relieved that those years are over. We have talked about how we all sometimes forget and think we should visit him soon. When I shop I always think of buying him bananas! We all agree that we no longer have to worry about him. He is free. I think, for us, the man that he once was, passed away along time ago.