Hi all,
I've posted here a few weeks ago about the practical and bureaucratic problems of getting help for my dad thru the NHS and social services, and got some helpful advice and support. Well, I finally seem to have got thru all that and it looks like he will be going into a care home this week. His psychiatrist has declared that he is vulnerable and needs EMI care. Problem now is that although he is 94 and has dementia, in his mind there is absolutely nothing wrong with him and he is managing fine. He sincerely believes that everything the social services and I are doing for him (cooking, shopping, laundry, cash etc) he is doing himself. I know he needs residential care, but he is sure to resist vigorously. My head is clear on this but my heart is having real problems. I am essentially imprisoning him, and, because i will have to lie to his face to get him in there, I feel I am betraying his trust in me. My other problem with it is that he seems far more alert and active than the other residents appear to be, and i feel it will seem to him like he's been imprisoned in a nightmare.
I know this is the only way to go, but my heart and guts feel shredded.
Anyone else been here?
I've posted here a few weeks ago about the practical and bureaucratic problems of getting help for my dad thru the NHS and social services, and got some helpful advice and support. Well, I finally seem to have got thru all that and it looks like he will be going into a care home this week. His psychiatrist has declared that he is vulnerable and needs EMI care. Problem now is that although he is 94 and has dementia, in his mind there is absolutely nothing wrong with him and he is managing fine. He sincerely believes that everything the social services and I are doing for him (cooking, shopping, laundry, cash etc) he is doing himself. I know he needs residential care, but he is sure to resist vigorously. My head is clear on this but my heart is having real problems. I am essentially imprisoning him, and, because i will have to lie to his face to get him in there, I feel I am betraying his trust in me. My other problem with it is that he seems far more alert and active than the other residents appear to be, and i feel it will seem to him like he's been imprisoned in a nightmare.
I know this is the only way to go, but my heart and guts feel shredded.
Anyone else been here?