Just as my mother was beginning to stabilise a bit, our beloved dog died on Wednesday morning in my arms.
No point being brave, I'm finding the grieving very tough. He was very active and very happy and a fantastic help in nursing and I so much hoped we would have some fun togther once my mother had gone. I am very sad.
It has also hit my mother very hard - she loved him quite as much as I did (even though he would never listen to a word she said!) She has had a very rough few days, but with lots of insight. The only hopeful thing is that the Home Treatment team seem to be coming round to the idea of getting a bit more serious about adjusting the meds.
A friend has very very sweetly offered me a puppy of my choice as a Christmas present but I think I need a bit of time to mourn and see how it might all be worked in.
No point being brave, I'm finding the grieving very tough. He was very active and very happy and a fantastic help in nursing and I so much hoped we would have some fun togther once my mother had gone. I am very sad.
It has also hit my mother very hard - she loved him quite as much as I did (even though he would never listen to a word she said!) She has had a very rough few days, but with lots of insight. The only hopeful thing is that the Home Treatment team seem to be coming round to the idea of getting a bit more serious about adjusting the meds.
A friend has very very sweetly offered me a puppy of my choice as a Christmas present but I think I need a bit of time to mourn and see how it might all be worked in.