I am absolutely dreading Christmas. Don't want to cook for just me and my mother, and don't want to to go to a hotel or pub with just me and her sitting silently amongst all the happy families and loving couples.
I feel like booking a holiday and just going away, but would feel too guilty about leaving her.
Last year she was very upset because she still got cards arriving for her dead husband. I suggested that this year I help her write to the people who don't know he is dead - and wanted his old address book to find out where they live.
She yelled at me and said I couldn't do it - wouldn't accept that I was trying to help her and stop her getting upset. Then started the usual lies about me taking money from her bank accounts etc etc until I just got upset and left her.
Later she phoned me (which she never does any more) and asked me what it was that I had taken from her house - which was nothing.
I am beginning to hate her and she is making me ill. All I do is try to help her and all she does is get nasty - then says that she knows she is her own worst enemy. I think the house insurance has expired, but as she hides all paperwork I don't know, so god knows what will happen if she sets the place on fire. I also think she is waiting for the interview under caution from the TV licence people as she ignores their letters.
I feel like booking a holiday and just going away, but would feel too guilty about leaving her.
Last year she was very upset because she still got cards arriving for her dead husband. I suggested that this year I help her write to the people who don't know he is dead - and wanted his old address book to find out where they live.
She yelled at me and said I couldn't do it - wouldn't accept that I was trying to help her and stop her getting upset. Then started the usual lies about me taking money from her bank accounts etc etc until I just got upset and left her.
Later she phoned me (which she never does any more) and asked me what it was that I had taken from her house - which was nothing.
I am beginning to hate her and she is making me ill. All I do is try to help her and all she does is get nasty - then says that she knows she is her own worst enemy. I think the house insurance has expired, but as she hides all paperwork I don't know, so god knows what will happen if she sets the place on fire. I also think she is waiting for the interview under caution from the TV licence people as she ignores their letters.