Hi All,
It is mums birthday in a few days and I can feel an incredible wave of grief coming, in the distance surging up. It comes and goes but the birthday seems to be bringing it all back. Sure Christmas is going to be the same and of course the day she died. At least I know it is coming from reading many of the open and honest threads here. So I intend to throw in some distraction - just assumed that it was going to get a little easier.
Someone told me it was a slow process but what always surprises me is how little control you have over emotions like these.
Anyway, plenty to keep me busy and will just have to avoid any tear jerky movies for a few days.
Kind Regards
Craig
It is mums birthday in a few days and I can feel an incredible wave of grief coming, in the distance surging up. It comes and goes but the birthday seems to be bringing it all back. Sure Christmas is going to be the same and of course the day she died. At least I know it is coming from reading many of the open and honest threads here. So I intend to throw in some distraction - just assumed that it was going to get a little easier.
Someone told me it was a slow process but what always surprises me is how little control you have over emotions like these.
Anyway, plenty to keep me busy and will just have to avoid any tear jerky movies for a few days.
Kind Regards
Craig