Firstly apologies if this is in the wrong place - I don’t seem, try as I might, to be able to work out how to post properly on here. I’m usually fairly tech savvy but for some reason .......?
Anyway that is the main reason I’m not contributing more often!
As mentioned on my first post - my mother died suddenly at end of July and my father was diagnosed with mixed dementia 6 days later. He’s 86 - I’m 59.
In the ensuing weeks whilst sorting out the funeral etc my father had careers coming into his home 3 times a day with some sort of success. A bit up and down and many phone calls a day to me when I wasn’t there - I’m close by and was seeing him every day. At the end of September I had a holiday booked which I decided I needed and with the help of a local dementia support worker found a lovely though expensive place for my father to go for 3 weeks respite. Whilst I was away various relations and friends visited my father, commenting that he never once mentioned home and seemed carefree and much less stressed than he had been. I spoke to the care home and extended his stay for a further 4 weeks and on my return from holiday each time I visit he constantly moans about every single thing and has now started saying stuff like - you’ve got to get me out of here - and it’s a madhouse - and so on. When I ask him how he thinks he would cope at home now he says he couldn’t. So now the situation is he doesn’t want to be there but also appears not to want to go home. The staff, who are all brilliant, say it’s early days and will take much more than just a few weeks to settle down. Of course I agree. But now I feel GUILTY that I’ve almost imprisoned him!! Sorry this is so long - please has anyone got any thoughts on this which may make it easier for me to handle this. This monumental decision I’m making is doing me in!!!’
Anyway that is the main reason I’m not contributing more often!
As mentioned on my first post - my mother died suddenly at end of July and my father was diagnosed with mixed dementia 6 days later. He’s 86 - I’m 59.
In the ensuing weeks whilst sorting out the funeral etc my father had careers coming into his home 3 times a day with some sort of success. A bit up and down and many phone calls a day to me when I wasn’t there - I’m close by and was seeing him every day. At the end of September I had a holiday booked which I decided I needed and with the help of a local dementia support worker found a lovely though expensive place for my father to go for 3 weeks respite. Whilst I was away various relations and friends visited my father, commenting that he never once mentioned home and seemed carefree and much less stressed than he had been. I spoke to the care home and extended his stay for a further 4 weeks and on my return from holiday each time I visit he constantly moans about every single thing and has now started saying stuff like - you’ve got to get me out of here - and it’s a madhouse - and so on. When I ask him how he thinks he would cope at home now he says he couldn’t. So now the situation is he doesn’t want to be there but also appears not to want to go home. The staff, who are all brilliant, say it’s early days and will take much more than just a few weeks to settle down. Of course I agree. But now I feel GUILTY that I’ve almost imprisoned him!! Sorry this is so long - please has anyone got any thoughts on this which may make it easier for me to handle this. This monumental decision I’m making is doing me in!!!’