Hi there.. not really sure how to start this so I guess I'll go in at the deep end. My mum died in hospital last July with me and my dad (her ex husband) by her side, and it's been a rough ride since. The entire summer is a bit of a blur to me but I had endless flashbacks and nightmares about it, which I thought would have stopped by now, 8 months later, but they haven't. I don't know if this is normal or not? She was diagnosed when I was 19 and I'm 26 now and all my friends have their mothers very much alive and well so I have no one to talk to who has gone through it. Pretty much every night I dream that I have to watch my mum die again and I have really horrible invasive flashbacks during the day, often of sitting by her side as she was drifting away, but sometimes just of her face after she had. I've had flashbacks kind of throughout her illness of the moments that really upset me during it. I just don't know if this is a normal part of grieving and will pass, or if I should seek professional help?
Anyway, thank you for any advice/words of kindness. I'm really not dealing with this well I don't think
Anyway, thank you for any advice/words of kindness. I'm really not dealing with this well I don't think