Hi. Mum moved into her care home - on a respite basis but with a view to going permanently - 3 weeks ago. Since then I've visited several times, mostly alone, once with my children. My brother has done much the same but at different times.
Each visit, mum has rationalised a different reason for her being there. But there is one common theme. Each visit, she will ask many times "are you taking me home?", each time with an increased sense of urgency. Invariably she has her bags packed, pictures etc. all organised on the bed, ready to go.
When I visited with my children we tried taking in plenty of distractions - dominos, cards, old photos. This worked for a while but in some respects seemed to enhance the confusion towards the end of the visit, in that she couldn't even remember that she had a room there - it was as if we'd just gone out for lunch. So that made it harder still to leave her there.
I'm starting to feel that this will always be the case, no matter how long she has been there. It's a very good care home with great ratings, lovely staff and lots of facilities. It also has a good range of residents - mum is still very social and chatty and needs to have similar people around her.
Things are complicated by the fact that my dad, mum's erstwhile carer, passed away in hospital in November and of course she has no recollection of that, so she assumes that either he's sent her to the home or that she's 'taken a break' from him. In the former case she can't understand what she has 'done wrong' to be there and in the latter, she feels time is up. Either way she's 'ready to go home'.
I'm finding it very hard, without the distractions that were present at her home (making endless cups of tea, food, letting the 'dog' in or out, and watching tv) to find things to occupy her mind enough to distract from the constant desire to 'go home'. This makes the visits quite difficult and distressing - for both of us.
I suppose this is probably all very normal, but can anyone offer any tips for things to do or talk about on the visits to make it a bit easier?
Each visit, mum has rationalised a different reason for her being there. But there is one common theme. Each visit, she will ask many times "are you taking me home?", each time with an increased sense of urgency. Invariably she has her bags packed, pictures etc. all organised on the bed, ready to go.
When I visited with my children we tried taking in plenty of distractions - dominos, cards, old photos. This worked for a while but in some respects seemed to enhance the confusion towards the end of the visit, in that she couldn't even remember that she had a room there - it was as if we'd just gone out for lunch. So that made it harder still to leave her there.
I'm starting to feel that this will always be the case, no matter how long she has been there. It's a very good care home with great ratings, lovely staff and lots of facilities. It also has a good range of residents - mum is still very social and chatty and needs to have similar people around her.
Things are complicated by the fact that my dad, mum's erstwhile carer, passed away in hospital in November and of course she has no recollection of that, so she assumes that either he's sent her to the home or that she's 'taken a break' from him. In the former case she can't understand what she has 'done wrong' to be there and in the latter, she feels time is up. Either way she's 'ready to go home'.
I'm finding it very hard, without the distractions that were present at her home (making endless cups of tea, food, letting the 'dog' in or out, and watching tv) to find things to occupy her mind enough to distract from the constant desire to 'go home'. This makes the visits quite difficult and distressing - for both of us.
I suppose this is probably all very normal, but can anyone offer any tips for things to do or talk about on the visits to make it a bit easier?