Confused
Thanks Cathykins
I'm so confused because dad actually apologised for the terrible things he said but I just can't understand how he knows or remembers what he said ? The hospital team don't either. The personality changes within minutes sometimes. Part of me thinks he knows he's losing himself and is devastated but then he lays and has bizzare conversations with nobody there , I've watched him, quite happy telling his stories about all sorts of things that he has seen and thinks he's done while hallucinating. It's all so confusing. Does anyone relate to this ? X
I have my answer. Went to see dad and the man opposite told me that the nurses and him told dad that he said awful things to me so they fetched the phone to let dad apologise . Nothing more has been said but had such a extraordinary time with him today his hallucinations and chat were amazing not scary for him but pleasant. He was out last night at a party sitting next to a gherkin and took his own sausages etc etc off the scale but I have to say it's been the most relaxed pleasant time for such a long time and although heartbroken I'm smiling about this afternoon xxx
I hope you all have some days like this xxx
Thanks Cathykins
I'm so confused because dad actually apologised for the terrible things he said but I just can't understand how he knows or remembers what he said ? The hospital team don't either. The personality changes within minutes sometimes. Part of me thinks he knows he's losing himself and is devastated but then he lays and has bizzare conversations with nobody there , I've watched him, quite happy telling his stories about all sorts of things that he has seen and thinks he's done while hallucinating. It's all so confusing. Does anyone relate to this ? X
I have my answer. Went to see dad and the man opposite told me that the nurses and him told dad that he said awful things to me so they fetched the phone to let dad apologise . Nothing more has been said but had such a extraordinary time with him today his hallucinations and chat were amazing not scary for him but pleasant. He was out last night at a party sitting next to a gherkin and took his own sausages etc etc off the scale but I have to say it's been the most relaxed pleasant time for such a long time and although heartbroken I'm smiling about this afternoon xxx
I hope you all have some days like this xxx
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