Dear Moglie, I am in the same situation as you are...my Dad is facing Alzheimer's and Parkinson, we found out 2 years ago, when he also developed prostate cancer and had radiotherapy...last year we almost lost him to Clostridium Difficile infection...I hoped a lot that treatment for PD and dementia will stop for a while the progression...it was the best father in the world for me...he was also a good looking man and seeing him now at 78, so fragile and with that expression on his face, it almost kills me inside...don't know how to support my mother in this journey, she is having big issues with her feet, moving so slow and really helpless...I am paying someone to take care of them each day from 7 am to 4 pm...but they are alone during the night...it's very hard to find someone to trust...I don't want to put them in a care home yet..my Dad is still conscious and he would suffer a lot..I can't do them this at least, not yet... I wish I could give my Dad a few years from my life, just to see him again like he was 2 years ago...it's very frustrating, my husband lost his father also to Alzheimer's in 2012 and his mother committed suicide because she didn't stand to see her husband in such condition...I feel so alone in all this trip..my psychiatrist keeps telling me that this is the normal that parents go before children...I know this but it's hard to accept...I have no children, only a stepdaughter, 30, I raised her since she had 12 and now she's like a stranger to us... I work with very young people who doesn't face such problems and again I am feeling that no one understand me...most of my friends doesn't have issues with their parents, even some of them are older than mines...don't have siblings, it's only me and my mom...and my husband from time to time...I am upset with God, with the whole world...why my Dad? So you're not alone here, we are many in the same situation....I am crying right now, when I am writing this message..and see my young colleagues laughing and having fun...I am just out of the picture...God bless all parents suffering from this awful disease!!!