My first post here, so hello all.
My mum has been suffering with vascular dementia for quite a few years, but she's declined a lot in the past 18 months. She recently turned 80 , my dad has been her full time carer ,but it started to effect him. I've not been able to offer a great amount of help other than taking mum out to give him respite, I have a busy work load and a family which take up most of my time. My sister lives overseas, so the burden has been on my dad.
I think he was vague with giving information to me regarding mums behaviour,because he felt disloyal, but i eventually found out there was instances of aggression and incontinance, also some of the behaviour was bizarre, slippers in the fridge, tooth paste in hair etc.
He had a social worker in place , but she was proving to be unhelpful at best. It got to a point a few weeks ago that I intervened and rang ss and demanded action, things moved quickly from then, and the upshot is that we took mum to a care home on Monday . The agreement is that it's 2 weeks respite care , but my feeling is she should stay and will try to convince my dad, that it's for the best. My real mum has long gone, but my dad is still here and I want him to be happy and enjoy life.
My feeling of guilt is awful, I've got stomach pains and broke down last night at the dinner table, (something I've never done in my life).
I popped in to see mum yesterday, she seemed confused but recognised me, she told another lady I was her husband, but i was happy she didn't ask where she was or why. She never mentioned my dad or where he was, a year ago she would have been agitated and asking for him.
I know this is the right thing, but right now I feel like curling up in a ball, I'm wondering what she's doing/thinking right now, all the time.
My mum has been suffering with vascular dementia for quite a few years, but she's declined a lot in the past 18 months. She recently turned 80 , my dad has been her full time carer ,but it started to effect him. I've not been able to offer a great amount of help other than taking mum out to give him respite, I have a busy work load and a family which take up most of my time. My sister lives overseas, so the burden has been on my dad.
I think he was vague with giving information to me regarding mums behaviour,because he felt disloyal, but i eventually found out there was instances of aggression and incontinance, also some of the behaviour was bizarre, slippers in the fridge, tooth paste in hair etc.
He had a social worker in place , but she was proving to be unhelpful at best. It got to a point a few weeks ago that I intervened and rang ss and demanded action, things moved quickly from then, and the upshot is that we took mum to a care home on Monday . The agreement is that it's 2 weeks respite care , but my feeling is she should stay and will try to convince my dad, that it's for the best. My real mum has long gone, but my dad is still here and I want him to be happy and enjoy life.
My feeling of guilt is awful, I've got stomach pains and broke down last night at the dinner table, (something I've never done in my life).
I popped in to see mum yesterday, she seemed confused but recognised me, she told another lady I was her husband, but i was happy she didn't ask where she was or why. She never mentioned my dad or where he was, a year ago she would have been agitated and asking for him.
I know this is the right thing, but right now I feel like curling up in a ball, I'm wondering what she's doing/thinking right now, all the time.