Mum died two weeks ago and since then I have dealt with everything and apart from being exhausted feel no grief. To begin with I thought I just felt relief that she was at peace and to be honest relief that I had managed to cope and be there for her till the end. However after a beautiful funeral, seeing all the familly etc. I still feel no emotion. i wonder if it is because the person mum had become wasn't really my mother any more. Or maybe I have already grieved for her over the past few years. As it is I feel guilty..yes that again....for not feeling unhappy! Has anyone else gone through anything like this or am I a monster?