Dear Chuggalug,
Your exasperation hits me from the screen. And forgive me you made me laugh
The last couple of days comprehension and thinking has been more difficult, I probably have looked blankly at people, when I visited the local shops, people were not unkind but I just cannot respond normally when I am like this. What I have done though is take paracetamol, I find it hard to even think to do that when I am like it, it helps a little - I don't know how but it does. I also experience more bodily pain that I am not really aware of until I touch myself and am very sore - I don't know why other than it is a very complex disease process.
I am very frustrated when I am like this but know this doesn't help so the best thing is to just 'potter' do random things as I feel the need and/or put something on the TV that I don't have to concentrate on e.g. a short soap or something (I never watched these programmes before I became ill). If someone were here with me I would find it very stressful because I don't really want to, because I cant, communicate when I am like this and would want them to just get on and do what they needed/wanted to do and let me be (as long as I wasn't doing anything dangerous) because this is how I need to be until it passes. Someone wanting to converse would add stress which then exacerbates symptoms further.
I am not criticising, I think/hope you know that but just sharing in the hope it helps.
Hope your day isn't too stressful
love
Sue