My mum has become increasingly clingy over the past couple of months. When I try to take the dog out even for just 10 minutes or when I organise for a sitter to stay with mum, while I go shopping etc, Mum cries, holds onto me and begs me not to leave her. Today, when I went out, she went outside into the garden and started shouting "help!" so loudly that several neighbours came out to help the sitter. She refused to go in the house so in the end one of the neighbours called me and I went back home. I really need these breaks and feel that if I cannot leave the house I will not be able to continue caring for my mum long term. She even follows me from room to room around the house and just wants me to hold her hand a lot of the time so that I cannot get meals etc. People tell me to be firm with her and not to give in to her as she is using emotional blackmail to get me to be with her, but now she has dementia I feel guilty when I try to set some boundaries just so that I can have some time to get jobs done and have some time away from her. She has always been quite clingy to me (I am an only child and we have no other family) so I do find it difficult not to feel suffocated at times. I also worry that if she will not accept anyone else but me, she will never settle at day care centre (where we are trying to persuade her to go at present) or agree to go to respite-and I dread to think what will happen if the time comes when she needs to go into a home!
Has anyone had experience of this kind of problem? I would be grateful for any advice.
Dunkery
Has anyone had experience of this kind of problem? I would be grateful for any advice.
Dunkery