It's been 10 days since my mother died and I think I have just began to realise what I have lost.
I thought I was dealing with it well, I have sorted out everything just waiting for the funeral which is 2 weeks today. Getting on with life as normal as I could when another very sad death happened. My next door neighbour lost her mother on Friday, she come to tell me the same day, I was very sorry for her.
This makes me sound selfish and jealous but ever since my neighbours mum has died the street has been full of her family and friends all going round with flowers and cards etc. When my mum died no one come to see me, I have no other family apart from my son who has just carried on as normal, out with his mates and clubbing (he even went to a party the day she died) my husband is at work all the time.
As for friends I haven't that many and the ones I have got are so wrapped up in their own lives. This has made me realise now what I have lost. My mum was always there for me she always wanted to be with me even when she was so ill.
I have no job( I am looking for work)and I'm now on my own all day, I feel so alone in the world. I have no-one to tell how I feel that's why I am posting this. Sorry to be so self pitying.
I thought I was dealing with it well, I have sorted out everything just waiting for the funeral which is 2 weeks today. Getting on with life as normal as I could when another very sad death happened. My next door neighbour lost her mother on Friday, she come to tell me the same day, I was very sorry for her.
This makes me sound selfish and jealous but ever since my neighbours mum has died the street has been full of her family and friends all going round with flowers and cards etc. When my mum died no one come to see me, I have no other family apart from my son who has just carried on as normal, out with his mates and clubbing (he even went to a party the day she died) my husband is at work all the time.
As for friends I haven't that many and the ones I have got are so wrapped up in their own lives. This has made me realise now what I have lost. My mum was always there for me she always wanted to be with me even when she was so ill.
I have no job( I am looking for work)and I'm now on my own all day, I feel so alone in the world. I have no-one to tell how I feel that's why I am posting this. Sorry to be so self pitying.