@Jaded'n'faded
As said, retirement pension, I think his reluctance to tell us is that other sibling visited him unannounced when he was going through a really down patch (drinking) & at risk of losing his very stressful job. So witnessed him drinking heavily and in a bad way. So I wonder if that is the reason - he doesn't want us to see him at his worst. I can only go on what brother has said to parents in the past, what other sibling has seen, and what I witnessed at parents... he goes no contact when he isn't staying at parents and when I asked him where he was staying (he left with little notice for days recently) wouldn't reply. This is a concern, he wouldn't say when he was coming back... and then parents are left with uncertainty, worry about him and no consistency.
Sorry I am sounding so pessimistic here. I love my brother, troubled as he is, I am so moved by his care for Dad as they were estranged. But, equally, worried about his whole demeanour, from tone of voice, emotion (like barely held together rage) and dismissive attitude to my Mum.... : ( Then I worry about brother, thinking he is safer with parents, warm, dry, roof over his head and not just lonely and surviving....
My gut instinct is that he is desperate to stay at parents, don't think things are going as well as he is depicting where he was living, he seems to want to take over their home, put all his things in their kitchen, remove what is in there already (as there isn't room for his stuff) and basically it feels like he is treating it more as his home, not theirs. Even trying to move stuff around, and declutter the room he is staying in, resulted in him raging at Mum. We thought we were helping to make more room for him. He said to me through gritted teeth that he should arrange the room as he was living there.... he is also consistently complaining that they bought the wrong size bed for the bedroom he is in, as it is too small for him to bring his girlfriend. Gets angry when I say Mum wanted the room the same as it was before the fire, to lessen the trauma of losing so much, and I think that helps her problems too. And Dad says (although not to brother) he isn't getting rid of a brand new bed elsewhere (nowhere else to put it) - brother suggested it go in garage so he can have a bigger bed.... I feel this is like he is imposing his demands in return for his care, and kind of being spoilt and selfish when there isn't any permanent agreement.
He isn't paying board, or contributing, and Mum says she pays his petrol because he commutes so far. Although he has bought some food items
If he has gone from being evicted from partner's homes, to HMO's, to another partner, to HMO, then having all his things around him must be the only feeling of security he has had?
I go from feeling irritated at his bossiness/taking over, to feeling touched by his kindness to Dad, to worry/stress at his anger with Mum, to nightmare scenario's about the future.... its exhausting and haven't slept properly... still trying to keep up with my helping them both, finishing and signing off from insurer's, taking parents to all appointments, noting all the medics say, taking Mum shopping, and now taking her away from unpleasant attitude of brother.... I am so mixed up over this... : (