We were told on Monday that mum had reached the end of life stage, and in truth, however much it hurt, and my god it hurt! I felt that it was the right decision. Mum hadn’t made any improvements in over two weeks, she had one day in which she was lucid, but since then been unconscious / sleeping.
Today is Saturday and my warrior is still with me. She’s sleeping, her breathing is a little fast, but still regular, her mouth is permanently open.
I tell her every day, that I love her, and I thank her. I tell her she’s the best mum in the world, and it’s okay if she is ready to go Then she can go.
She’s still here. We spend ten plus hours with her, but leave her at night so I can try and get sleep.
My heart is with everyone in this limbo stage, I’m stuck in quicksand and I can’t get out of it. I want her to be not suffering anymore, but the thought of being without her is killing me.
To everyone like me, stay strong and remember you are not alone.
Today is Saturday and my warrior is still with me. She’s sleeping, her breathing is a little fast, but still regular, her mouth is permanently open.
I tell her every day, that I love her, and I thank her. I tell her she’s the best mum in the world, and it’s okay if she is ready to go Then she can go.
She’s still here. We spend ten plus hours with her, but leave her at night so I can try and get sleep.
My heart is with everyone in this limbo stage, I’m stuck in quicksand and I can’t get out of it. I want her to be not suffering anymore, but the thought of being without her is killing me.
To everyone like me, stay strong and remember you are not alone.