Thank you very much for the messages. I'm a bit down today, everything done that can be done, nothing to do but wait.
The house is full of flowers and cards and emails, thank you those of you who have sent. (No criticism of those who haven't, I know most of you don't have my details -- you see, I'm being hyper-sensitive!
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#1 step-son and partner took me out to lunch yesterday, to the hotel we're using for after the funeral, and it was lovely. Not a word from #2 though (the one who said I'm an evil woman), I'm assuming he's coming.
But I'll have lots of support, my son is coming, and my Aussie niece and her husband, and several of John's cousins, who have always been supportive of me. I just want a calm, peaceful day.
And wonder of wonders, no rain is forecast!
Love to you all,