My friends, I was so unfair to you last night. I needed to know that you were with me, but I could not tell you what had happened.
The fact is, I was told at tea time yesterday that there is no more hope for my lovely John.
The antibiotics are no longer working, and there's no point in giving him more.
I can't begin to tell you how devastated I am, but I think most of you will know.
Thank you so much for all your messages of support, I did keep popping in to read them, and they were so important to me.
I'm not going to give daily updates, that would be too depressing for us all, but I will let you know if there is anything definite to report, good or bad.
And thank you again, you have no idea how much you have helped me.
Love,