Thank you for your concern, everyone, and I'm sorry I didn't post yesterday.
The truth is, John was desperately ill yesterday, I could hear his wheezing as I walked down the corridor. I was so depressed I couldn't do anything last night.
I've been there all morning, and at last the antibiotics are taking effect. He's a lot better, and has enjoyed his lunch without choking.
I'm going to try and get a nap this afternoon, I haven't been sleeping since he's been ill, and I'm shattered. I really thought I was losing him.
Thank you all so much for your thoughts and prayers.
Love,