Wish I didn't love my dad so much must sound awful I am struggling to cope and feel so trapped I can't leave him on his own which means my oh and me don't go anywhere together anymore I think that he is getting to the stage where he needs to be in a care home but I cannot bring myself to do it I have a brother and sister who are pretty much distant to him I've been the only one who he relies on they don't have a clue about the day to day care that he needs.. Oh by the way my dad has mixed dementia vascular dementia also alzheimers disease... Sorry I haven't posted this for any particular reason just wanted to express my feelings somewhere and tp is the best place to do it... Exhausted 2015 x