That's exactly how I feel Marion. I still can't get that last week and those last hours out of my head. It will always be a part of me but now I can put it in a compartment and try to live a different life.It is hard but would you really want them to continue with dementia? Like @di65 it was the actual death which troubles me as it was not an easy one for my husband who was indeed a good man. It plays over in my mind and I have to force myself to let go of it.
Good wishes to you all.