This morning for the first time ever my Susan said she wished she could kill herself. Usually it is I don't want to be here, or I wish I was with my mum & dad. I have this most mornings and during the day. But this morning it was "kill myself". How can someone have this recall when they cannot even pour a glass of water, or control their hand to clean their teeth. Her sobbing is affecting me. When will this stage pass ? I am becoming very very bitter with this world, and I will question my sanity when it is over. Will I be a nicer person, will I be a better person. No. I fear not.
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