Can somebody tell me why I can't cry over my Dad's death?
I cried buckets when I put him into a care home, I cried buckets when he was taken into hospital for the final time, I cried buckets when the consultant told me that he wasn't going to go home again, and how he's gone I've stopped crying.
People are phoning, coming to see me, I'm dealing with lots of questions about his death, and I answer them with some sort of coldness. I can sense people wondering why I'm not breaking down when I broke down constantly at the mere mention of care homes a few months ago. Even clearing his room out at the home yesterday, sortng through his things and choosing what he's going to wear for his final journey haven't raised a single tear.
Why on earth do I feel so emotionless?
AJay xxx
I cried buckets when I put him into a care home, I cried buckets when he was taken into hospital for the final time, I cried buckets when the consultant told me that he wasn't going to go home again, and how he's gone I've stopped crying.
People are phoning, coming to see me, I'm dealing with lots of questions about his death, and I answer them with some sort of coldness. I can sense people wondering why I'm not breaking down when I broke down constantly at the mere mention of care homes a few months ago. Even clearing his room out at the home yesterday, sortng through his things and choosing what he's going to wear for his final journey haven't raised a single tear.
Why on earth do I feel so emotionless?
AJay xxx