My husband was diagnosed with Alzheimers 3years ago aged 61 he was such a busy man who was always doing something either in the home or knocking about in his shed (which was his pride and joy) I go out to a lunch group once a month (through Alzhemiers)and also to a supper evening once a month. He attends a day centre once a week but apart from that he wont leave his chair, all day long he will do jigsaw puzzles and will not engage in a conversation with me apart from yes or no I know that things could be a lot more difficult for me and I am thankful for that,but why do I feel so lonley I feel so envious when I see couples out talking and laughing which we always used to do. All the good times we had have gone. Im sorry if I am feeling sorry for myself but sometimes I think is this the rest of my life? I am now 62 why do I feel like this?