Since my husband went into a Care Home in January, I have felt worse than ever. I have tried counselling to cope with the guilt but it hasn’t helped and I don’t know who to talk to. Today is our 56th Wedding Anniversary. When I told him that, he looked at me in disbelief and said ‘rubbish’ - in fact he used another word which I won’t write here. He says an awful lot of hateful things to me and what worries me, is that I can’t help wondering if he has always felt this way deep down. We have had such a happy and loving marriage but now, this is what our lives have become.