I am trying not to be too depressive........However what am I doing..........Yes I am trying to keep my dear Lionel on an even keel.
I am also trying to be 'me'. Last Friday. after a very fraught morning I set off (with Lionel) to enjoy a dear friends 60th birthday celebrations...........some 60 miles later I nearly put us under the wheels of a lorry........(O.K. my fault entirely, I did apoligise to the lorry driver, he really did tear me off a strip\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\0\\\\\\\\\...but this passes Lionel by entirely.
We have had a diffficult week, some days he is O.K. some days 'not'.......................
I am trying to be 'grandma' to all the kids, but it only works when Lionel is 'O.K.'
I feel really torn in half. Yes Lionel needs my full support, but so do my kids and the grandchildren.,,.....In my eyes they are the ones that need support, whilst Lionel has had his best years. I know it is not his fault, but the future really lies with the young.
Help please, Connie
I am also trying to be 'me'. Last Friday. after a very fraught morning I set off (with Lionel) to enjoy a dear friends 60th birthday celebrations...........some 60 miles later I nearly put us under the wheels of a lorry........(O.K. my fault entirely, I did apoligise to the lorry driver, he really did tear me off a strip\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\0\\\\\\\\\...but this passes Lionel by entirely.
We have had a diffficult week, some days he is O.K. some days 'not'.......................
I am trying to be 'grandma' to all the kids, but it only works when Lionel is 'O.K.'
I feel really torn in half. Yes Lionel needs my full support, but so do my kids and the grandchildren.,,.....In my eyes they are the ones that need support, whilst Lionel has had his best years. I know it is not his fault, but the future really lies with the young.
Help please, Connie