Back at CH with mum this morning night nurse called in early hours to say thought mum had deteriorated a bit more. Her eyes were bit glazed and breathing bit noisier and wasn’t responding to them much. She asked if I wanted come sit with mum but couldn't say if mum was near the end or not. I ‘ve been here since about three am.
Mum looked at me when I arrived and reacted to my cold hands. i’ve been sitting holding her hand stroking her arm stroking her hair while mum has fidgeted a bit turning head to side fidgeting feet and looking like trying not to go to sleep. I have said she can go to sleep and I’ll sit here with her that its ok but if i ask if shes tired or sleepy she sort of shakes her head.
We’ve had couple of moany fidgety times where mum was looking like needed a wee again but either couldnt or wouldnt go on her pad. A few times she rolled her eyes and few times moaned i know when I said to go on het pad she gets quite het up about it. Then she settled a bit after.
Nurse and carer came about five and changed her and moved pillows a bit they using for padding. At first when I went to stand up mum held my hand and looked at me so I said I’m only standing over there a minute I’m still here mum so she let go. Think mum did go to sleep for a bout quarter of an hour after the changed mum and covered her back up, she seemed more settled and had shut her eyes but now she back fidgeting her foot and turning her head and keeping her eyes open.
Mum looked at me when I arrived and reacted to my cold hands. i’ve been sitting holding her hand stroking her arm stroking her hair while mum has fidgeted a bit turning head to side fidgeting feet and looking like trying not to go to sleep. I have said she can go to sleep and I’ll sit here with her that its ok but if i ask if shes tired or sleepy she sort of shakes her head.
We’ve had couple of moany fidgety times where mum was looking like needed a wee again but either couldnt or wouldnt go on her pad. A few times she rolled her eyes and few times moaned i know when I said to go on het pad she gets quite het up about it. Then she settled a bit after.
Nurse and carer came about five and changed her and moved pillows a bit they using for padding. At first when I went to stand up mum held my hand and looked at me so I said I’m only standing over there a minute I’m still here mum so she let go. Think mum did go to sleep for a bout quarter of an hour after the changed mum and covered her back up, she seemed more settled and had shut her eyes but now she back fidgeting her foot and turning her head and keeping her eyes open.