I'm really feeling as if I'm all caught up in a whirlwind.
Mum died suddenly six weeks ago from a heart attack and it is hard coming to terms with living without her.
We've also just had new gas central heating put in and needed to redecorate and retile, so the house has been upside down for nearly two months.
One of our horses went lame and is needing lots of attention in his stable.
This evening, my daughter and her boyfriend turned up at our house unexpectedly to annouce their engagement, which we're naturally delighted about.
There just seem to be so many changes and upheavals in a short space of time and I'm also starting a new job in a couple of months. I feel like I'm being swept along and things are getting out of control.
It is a chance to make new beginnings, but I'm finding it hard to adjust to all the changes.
Kayla
Mum died suddenly six weeks ago from a heart attack and it is hard coming to terms with living without her.
We've also just had new gas central heating put in and needed to redecorate and retile, so the house has been upside down for nearly two months.
One of our horses went lame and is needing lots of attention in his stable.
This evening, my daughter and her boyfriend turned up at our house unexpectedly to annouce their engagement, which we're naturally delighted about.
There just seem to be so many changes and upheavals in a short space of time and I'm also starting a new job in a couple of months. I feel like I'm being swept along and things are getting out of control.
It is a chance to make new beginnings, but I'm finding it hard to adjust to all the changes.
Kayla