Mum died 12th Feb this year
Dad died 22 Feb 2005
I find I'm struggling
I have found so much comfort in TP over the last year but now I find it hard to contribute anything
I found , when mum died, happy memories of how she used to be came flooding back......I was so happy for that but now the memories of how she was in the the last year of her life are taking over again....In my dreams she has dementia, she's unhappy,unsettled,struggling with the disease....
In my dreams I try to make her happy, settled , but I just can't help her
What was the last year or so of her life like?
I locked her in
I sold her house
I forced her to move in with me
I took away her freedom
I moved her to a place where she didn't know or recognise anyone
I failed her
I want her back
I want my dad back
I so much want peace of mind
Dad died 22 Feb 2005
I find I'm struggling
I have found so much comfort in TP over the last year but now I find it hard to contribute anything
I found , when mum died, happy memories of how she used to be came flooding back......I was so happy for that but now the memories of how she was in the the last year of her life are taking over again....In my dreams she has dementia, she's unhappy,unsettled,struggling with the disease....
In my dreams I try to make her happy, settled , but I just can't help her
What was the last year or so of her life like?
I locked her in
I sold her house
I forced her to move in with me
I took away her freedom
I moved her to a place where she didn't know or recognise anyone
I failed her
I want her back
I want my dad back
I so much want peace of mind