Hi,
Well I know it has only been 4 days since mum went into care, but I don't see any sign of these horrible feelings I have going away.
Mum is doing ok. Unfortunately she is very unsettled at night time, and not getting much sleep.
She is not the only one. I can't sleep, I don't really want to eat - well I am but not enjoying anything I am eating - I have visions all the time. I can't concentrate on anything, especially my business - it is our year end this month and I had the accountant in yesterday telling me what I had to do - and now I can't remember what I have to do
I know we have done the right thing for mum, but I just feel awful.
I know I haven't been on here for some time, and when I have it has been very briefly and then I dissappeared again . The thing is, I have no one else to turn to. I have family and friends, but you are the only people that understand what I am going through.
I just want these feelings I have to go away. I am loosing weight by the day, and I just feel constantly sick. I just want to feel better.
Thank you for listening.
Love to you all.
xxxx
Well I know it has only been 4 days since mum went into care, but I don't see any sign of these horrible feelings I have going away.
Mum is doing ok. Unfortunately she is very unsettled at night time, and not getting much sleep.
She is not the only one. I can't sleep, I don't really want to eat - well I am but not enjoying anything I am eating - I have visions all the time. I can't concentrate on anything, especially my business - it is our year end this month and I had the accountant in yesterday telling me what I had to do - and now I can't remember what I have to do
I know we have done the right thing for mum, but I just feel awful.
I know I haven't been on here for some time, and when I have it has been very briefly and then I dissappeared again . The thing is, I have no one else to turn to. I have family and friends, but you are the only people that understand what I am going through.
I just want these feelings I have to go away. I am loosing weight by the day, and I just feel constantly sick. I just want to feel better.
Thank you for listening.
Love to you all.
xxxx