Thank you for your welcome posts x
This is all so new to me and posting on a forum is something I have not done before....forgive me if I post in the wrong place and please guide me if need be!
Thank you Deborah and Izzy for your kind welcoming words it means the world to me to have contact now with others that are going through the same pain!
I feel happy today because I have time to write and Mum is safely in bed (She lives with me) and hopefully having sweet dreams about nice memories of her life in this house having lived here for 45yrs but most days doesn't remember that!
My life is my Mum and looking after her and my work to pay the bills, outside that nothing!.....I can't see or keep up friendships as I don't have the time or feel it's fair to burden anyone with my problems.
On the positive though I am a happy person who finds delight in all people that I meet and share my time with be they new faces or old.
the worst part about my life is having two parents die daily in front of me from the same illness and having to cope with the reality that one day soon my family is all gone as I am adopted and have no one else other than my Mum left.
Although it's hard, I cherish every moment I have with Mum, just as I did Dad, every word I say I believe somewhere in her mind it remains at least as a memory to her, that, gives me joy and happiness knowing I shared this time and I will never regret anything after she goes as I had "This Time Together!" How precious is that!?
What Love is this we feel for those we Love? It's true, real, never ending, undying, faithful, unforgettable and the strongest emotion any human can ever feel!
May we all stay happy, strong and hopeful!
Always!
Little Angel