Lionel has been so strange these past two days.. It is as if he doesn't want to know what is going on all around. No interest, no input.
However late tonight he has ventured that he sees no purpuse to life anymore. This I accept, however it is only me he ever voices these opinions too.
To the CPN, "life issn't all bad", to the day care centre, well you would think life was a bed of roses, they all love him.but to me.............I struggle to keep him 'afloat'..
I know his perception of life and mine is going to be different, but It is so hard sometimes........This man, who still has so much going for him, sinking into what......
We have had a somewhat pleasant evening, partialy due to my having an extra glass of wine, but this is not the answer. Where do we go from here.
I expend so much of my life keeping him on board, but despair of what will happen if I give up.
This awful desease has taken the two of us.. Where do we go from here. Connie
However late tonight he has ventured that he sees no purpuse to life anymore. This I accept, however it is only me he ever voices these opinions too.
To the CPN, "life issn't all bad", to the day care centre, well you would think life was a bed of roses, they all love him.but to me.............I struggle to keep him 'afloat'..
I know his perception of life and mine is going to be different, but It is so hard sometimes........This man, who still has so much going for him, sinking into what......
We have had a somewhat pleasant evening, partialy due to my having an extra glass of wine, but this is not the answer. Where do we go from here.
I expend so much of my life keeping him on board, but despair of what will happen if I give up.
This awful desease has taken the two of us.. Where do we go from here. Connie