It is 3 years since I posted anything during that time my wife has gradually got worse I think she is now classed as middle to late stages?. Since this lockdown I have become what can be only described as suicidal, when I call the doctors or her specialist team all I get is tea (virtual) and sympathy and passed from pillar to post like a bit of unwanted rubbish. Last night it got worse my wife woke in the middle of the night did not recognise me ( its happened before) and refused to get in bed with a stranger (not happened before) which led to hysteria I called the crisis team which rang and rang with not even an answer machine. I just do not know who to turn to for help I know this pandemic is serious but surly the world does not stop is there any help any where (even rang Samaritans and that just rang out). Just do not know what to do.