My husband was finally diagnosed with Alzheimers in March and since then our life has just been hell . It wasn't easy before - he was already showing signs of aggression having been Previously described as the mildest most caring man anyone knew ! I get blamed for everything including his diagnosis and accused of everything and I have accepted that was all part of the illness but tonight i really thought he was going to kill me ! I feel so alone , so inadequate and so scared for what will happen next . I love him so much but I just don't know what to do anymore .