All and all this week has been horrible, as most of you know now my OH has had a lot of UTIs ,the dr has decided now to put him back on an indeweling cathatar. All this week at bed time I rig him up to the night bag his mobality is very poor so he cant get out of bed either . Time does not exist to him so when he wakes up at 2.00 am he thinks it is time to get up and he shouts of me. This has been going on all week now and Im so tired I have just taken him HOME twice now tonight as well as he thinks he is in the wrong house. OH is in bed now and I have just got out of the shower and I feel so low , and Im thinking how much longer is this going to go on for. I dont think I have any strength left . OH doesnt show any emotion to me Im just the person who looks after him I feel like I have lost my identity .
I feel jealous of other people yes I feel low and I dont know if I am coming down with a cold . I just want some one to give me a hug and tell me it is going to be all right . Sorry for the moan and self pity I know most of you are in the same boat as me .
I feel jealous of other people yes I feel low and I dont know if I am coming down with a cold . I just want some one to give me a hug and tell me it is going to be all right . Sorry for the moan and self pity I know most of you are in the same boat as me .