Hello, I've signed up today because I am the main carer for my mum, who is 85. I'm looking for advice on making sure I look after her well and (if it's possible) how to plan for the future. At present, mum lives alone, but I spend a lot of time with her, do all her shopping, cooking, housework and laundry, as well as helping her wash and dress and putting her to bed at night. After a short illness which left mum more frail and a couple of falls, we've upped the amount of time we spend with her and also bought in some additional care, so that she's not gone fro more than a maximum of 3 hours. She is a widow and although we've made it clear she's welcome to come and live with us, she won't take us up on the offer. She did try a home for some respite care, but didn't really like it.
I'm finding it hard to come to terms with an uncertain future (for her and for me!) I dropped to a 4 day work week last year to spend more time with her, but now she's less mobile and has basically lost confidence moving around by herself, I've had to take Special Leave and now I'm working 2 days/ week from her house; doing a full day looking after her as well as getting her up, washed and dressed the rest of the week, as well as putting her to bed, with my brother helping out with some of the meals.
Needless to say, I need to make a decision about work sooner rather than later, but at 47, I just don't know which way to jump! I feel I'm letting my work down by not honestly giving it 100% anymore - mainly though being tired! I've been offered a year's unpaid leave, but apart from the fact an income is good (!) because my husband and I are not high-earners, I honestly have no idea what the future holds for mum.