Thank you! It was actually quite cathartic just to have written it all down. It’s good to have so many people who have been or are going through the same experience.Hi and welcome to DTP @Little Linnet.
It’s a hard time you are going through, many mixed emotions,. I always wondered who I would be dealing with each day, was Jekyll or Hyde and would I manage the day as a devil or an angel.
You will find lots of support, advice, empathy from many, many members who have been there or done that and understand. So please use the forum for company if you need it and when you have a question, ask away.