My eldest daughter is getting married 5 weeks on Friday. I have seen her today in her wedding dress with her hair done and veil. She looked absolutely beautiful. I am a very emotional person and I thought I would shed a few tears. I can't cry. I feel numb inside with how Mom is. If Mom was not ill she would be the proudest nanny in the world. This disease is affecting our lives so much, and even the happy events. Hope people understand. x
Oh, Wendy, I do feel for you and I do understand. My daughter is getting married in September and my mum is barely aware of this, although she does remember sometimes. She used to be so close to my children, was truly a fantastic nanny, but we have sadly had to accept that she could not come to the wedding....she couldn't cope, mentally or physically.
Like you, I started 2015 thinking we might all have a great year, and that the wedding would distract from mum's illness. Sadly the reverse seems to be happening.....we seem to have to work at keeping the joy in the wedding, so upset are we all about mum ...
I hope your daughter's wedding goes really well and that when it comes to it, the happy couple's love will take centre stage, enabling you to enjoy what should be a wonderful day.
Sending (((hugs))) to you
Lindy xx